Well people, too long it's been.. Yeah, I missed you all too.. ^_^ Right now, I got a very hectic schedule. I managed to line up a few opportunities for myself. But trust me, it's not et all fun for two reasons, there's too much to work on as mostly the coaching people train you to be somebody the interviewing panel will like, not be yourself and then leave the decision to the panel if you are suited for the course. And the other, I have to do all this alone. This sucks more.
I have been living in hostel since last 3 years. You know, the feeling when you just do some "swag" thing out there and then return back together, walking in as dudes and dudettes. Right from any small prank we pulled together, to having a great evening out, to a tiring but super successful shopping day out, birthday celebrations, to one of us getting absolute good marks, to one or all of us being thrown out of class, to first jobs, to first date narrations, to relationship discussions, we always walked back as a winning team coming home, through those gates of our institute. I am too used to that feeling. It isn't the same when all of us are walking along different paths, and worse when they are just waiting back at the crossroads for you. I just hope this waiting time doesn't get far stretched and I know they won't let it happen. I am just too proud and too sure of my friends to believe otherwise.
And actually, as much as I hate doing it, I can't deny the silver lining it holds. Normally, I wouldn't go and interact with any of the co-students that are there for the interviews. But left with no choice, I talked to the other students there, and actually met a few of very amazing people from different cities, states altogether. It was very refreshing to hear starkly different views about so many things. Their experiences, there way of dealing with things, their backgrounds, it all gave me a sense of uniqueness for myself and a flavor that you a part of something bigger, and there are a lot many people better. A lot many things come back rushing to me.
The struggles and lengths people go to to get something right when all I have is my casualness of taking things staring in my face. Uptil now, I had 4 different incidents, encounters or experiences that changed me, to sum up to what I am today. I have a feeling, no matter how everything goes, this is going to be the fifth one, and one of the greatest milestone or setback in my life. What exactly, that time will tell. I will surely keep you all updated. Gotta rush.. :P
Mail me @ sharayuchaudhari@gmail.com for any queries, help, suggestions or advice.. :)
I have been living in hostel since last 3 years. You know, the feeling when you just do some "swag" thing out there and then return back together, walking in as dudes and dudettes. Right from any small prank we pulled together, to having a great evening out, to a tiring but super successful shopping day out, birthday celebrations, to one of us getting absolute good marks, to one or all of us being thrown out of class, to first jobs, to first date narrations, to relationship discussions, we always walked back as a winning team coming home, through those gates of our institute. I am too used to that feeling. It isn't the same when all of us are walking along different paths, and worse when they are just waiting back at the crossroads for you. I just hope this waiting time doesn't get far stretched and I know they won't let it happen. I am just too proud and too sure of my friends to believe otherwise.
And actually, as much as I hate doing it, I can't deny the silver lining it holds. Normally, I wouldn't go and interact with any of the co-students that are there for the interviews. But left with no choice, I talked to the other students there, and actually met a few of very amazing people from different cities, states altogether. It was very refreshing to hear starkly different views about so many things. Their experiences, there way of dealing with things, their backgrounds, it all gave me a sense of uniqueness for myself and a flavor that you a part of something bigger, and there are a lot many people better. A lot many things come back rushing to me.
The struggles and lengths people go to to get something right when all I have is my casualness of taking things staring in my face. Uptil now, I had 4 different incidents, encounters or experiences that changed me, to sum up to what I am today. I have a feeling, no matter how everything goes, this is going to be the fifth one, and one of the greatest milestone or setback in my life. What exactly, that time will tell. I will surely keep you all updated. Gotta rush.. :P
Mail me @ sharayuchaudhari@gmail.com for any queries, help, suggestions or advice.. :)
