Thursday 16 April 2020

Punjabi Songs!

Standing in my balcony,
reminiscing our moments together,
I smile.

Right from the first walk together,
to an awkward hug..
From my shyness,
to my current dare-devilishness.

It was all you.

Right from my excuses,
to my nervousness of doing something new,
From my restlessness,
to my current ability of hiding it.

It was all you.

There were days,
when you knew all I wanted was to be left alone.
There were days,
when all I wanted to do was sulk.

But it was all you,
right from making me smile,
to making me blush!

Right from a great friendship,
to an awkward phase..
From some weird ownership
to acceptance of that affection!

It was all you.

There are days,
when I am not sure what it is
that we have!
There are days,
when I speculate if it is
something that was meant to be!

And I don't know!

But what I know is,
when I now stand in my balcony,
listening to Punjabi songs,
I smile!

Because I know, no matter what,
these are always going to be: all you!

Wednesday 8 April 2020

Bed of Roses!

27 years of life darling,
without you being around.
Of course, it's going to take time to adjust,
it is going to require something more,
More than the need of the hour,
for me to give up sleeping on my bed alone!

27 years of life darling,
of fighting for myself all alone,
Of course, it's going to be difficult
to let you take care- of things for me, of me;
to let you have a chance of fighting for me,
for me to have that trust in you!

27 years of life darling,
almost growing up on my own,
Of course, I am going to need some space,
even when we are in our happily ever after.
And on those days,
I hope you understand I would do the same for you!

27 years of life darling,
of paving my own path,
Of course, it's going to be tough,
to think of someone else too while making decisions,
especially when it comes to calls
I wouldn't have said no to-before you!

27 years of life darling,
making my own mistakes,
Of course, it is going to be difficult,
making me one of yours!
I just hope, you find it in you,
that you see something in me,
Something worth finding enough courage,

To turn this bed of thorns,
into a bed of roses!