Thursday 11 July 2019

Eternal Kairos !!

Kairos (N): The perfect delicate, crucial moment/weather; the fleeting rightness of time and place that creates the opportune atmosphere for action, words, or movement. [Pronounciation: 'kl-ros (KYE-ross, English)]
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As the first drops of rain drizzle; I sigh
26th rain in a row, I say,
and I still have to romanticize it on paper...

But for a long time,
I have now come to believe,
that maybe True love; the one with capital T,
wasn't meant for everyone...
That, it wasn't meant for me..

How could someone like someone,
who's so crazy, and can stay so fixated..
Moreover, who's so closed & perhaps a bit messed up...
Someone who refuses to trust anyone easily-
And it's not really about trusting as much as it is about the unsaid comfort,
and about the un-asked dependence...

I believed, for a long time now,
that True love with capital T,
is only for the chosen few-
and maybe, not for me,...

And I was never so glad to be proven wrong..

One fine day, out of nowhere,
you waltz in with your kind eyes,
and haughty confidence...
Making me laugh- audaciously attempting jokes on my behalf,
but feigning genuinely to cower, when I give you "the look"

And then I hoped to believe,
after a long time,
that True love with capital T,
was maybe for everyone-
who choose to believe
that they do deserve it..

I knew you were trouble,
but this was the kind of trouble I was looking for...
I wasn't incomplete without you,
but you made staying "me",
a lot easier for me...

I know you find it odd that I don't look for you,
every step of my way... But believe me,
I stumble a lot less nowadays!!

I know you find it odd that I don't giggle a lot,
like a girl in love... But trust me,
I now have someone to look at and smile,
when I am having the worst of days..

And as probably the last rains of the season come by,
I find myself wishing for the next season of rains-
When I will finally share the random bursts of joy I get-
when I happen to glance out of the window,
and watch the drops glide by...
When I will share a cup of coffee with you,
and wait for an eternity to happen in that moment!!