It's been years, but... !!

 It's been years,

And still my heart skips a beat,

Every time I see you in a crisp white shirt,

Tucked in your blue jeans... 

It's been years, 

Since I thought we would work out,

And still, everytime you do something for me,

 My cheeks turn a toasty beautiful red..

It's been years,

And still I can't comprehend,

What we share.. 

But everytime I imagine you with someone,

I have to distract myself with a 10 season long binge..

It's been years, 

And I still want to be the first 

To give you a hand when you fall...

And when I am not the one to do that, 

No meditation can contain the restlessness I feel...

It's been years,

And you still make me go red pink and green... 

But it's been years,

And somehow it's started to sink in, 

Maybe I am not the one you will find peace with, 

no matter how much I want you too...

But we have been in this for years,

And I just hope you find the most peace,

And the best piece 

That life has to offer.. 

It's been years,

And we will be so for ages,

But a part of me says adieu,

To the part of me 

That you will forever have ❤️