Well well, after the last the very senti'mental' post, its been long, isn't it ?? Well, I have been busy.. Dodging my marriage plans -_-, and doing my training in Ambernath.. which is 2 long hours from my place. And on top of that my only solace there is, are 2 of my friends as well as my "guardians" who constantly keep on treating me like a 5 year old. :/
Actually I had thought of a different title for this article, but it slipped out of my mouth someday, and one of them threatened me, so I had to change. Trust me, that was better. Maybe I will mention it sometime later, keep watching.. :P. Anyway back to me being treated like a 5 year old. There was a time few years back, when I was looked up to as a mature person, there were advices taken from me, and plus, I didn't use to be "the target". I miss being that, sincerely. A lot has changed in past 12-15 months, and so has this. And now the whole time in my training, all I hear is, Can't you see and walk, can't you eat without spilling, has a day ever passed by without you spilling anything, why do you have to play with water always, can't you just stop behaving like a kid, stop playing with that pen/pencil/scissors/marker or whatever it is in my hand, why don't you do something instead of wasting your time here in front of the pc (please note- they didn't have one.. :P ) , why, in world, are you talking so loudly, and trust me, the list can go on and on..
Does this sound familiar ?? Probably your mother or some aunt must have nagged like this sometime, but here, my beloved friends do that. (No offence hearties.. :P ) I truly felt like 2 nannas (male nannies, couldn't remember the apt word.. >:O ) are with me the whole time. And baring this, I was even sometimes pampered like a kid, no doubt about that. But those 'sometimes' were very very few. And one of them had a knack of irritating me whenever it suited him. I just had no antidote, until the other one gave me a jackpot. To divert him from whatever he's doing, all that was needed to do was sing "Naina" from Khoobsurat. An inside joke, but hell, it always worked.. :D
I am not complaining about anything. I enjoy the time there, sans the travelling time.. >:O; I enjoy having that exceptional luncheon, I enjoy waiting in AC and doing little bit of designing and literature survey while those two sweat in the process house. It's a good time except the constant nagging. This article is just to say that there are people who have their own ways of behaving with the world, and you should let them be, as they let you.. ;) :P I can't say much about anything else like the industry, or its working or a few things more, but all I would like to say, I had chosen a better fate than most others (Except on one day when I had to suffer alone in that cabin of extreme boredom ). But that's fine. I love them both a lot more than they do.. :p ^_^
On serious note, this vacation has taught me a lot, made me realise a lot. Apart from IPT, there has been a lot more going on. It soothes me and frightens me at the same time. It made me realise I can't just give up on anything or anyone. I have moulded everything around me it in such a way that I won't be the only one affected by the decisions I make. And the year that lies ahead of me now is going to ask me to make a lot of choices, a lot of decisions. I want to face them, and at the same time I want to avoid it. But what I won't deny is, I am yearning for my college to reopen. This year we will be seeing it as the bosses around, the final yearites, and I am a hell excited.. :P
I had to write a lot more in this article, but I guess all that will have to wait. Gotta rush, will keep you posted on what happens as and when I can. Till then, keep on sending the love, suggestions, queries and criticisms on sharayuchaudhari@gmail.com. Anything you wish to share just mail it to me. You won't be judged ;)
Actually I had thought of a different title for this article, but it slipped out of my mouth someday, and one of them threatened me, so I had to change. Trust me, that was better. Maybe I will mention it sometime later, keep watching.. :P. Anyway back to me being treated like a 5 year old. There was a time few years back, when I was looked up to as a mature person, there were advices taken from me, and plus, I didn't use to be "the target". I miss being that, sincerely. A lot has changed in past 12-15 months, and so has this. And now the whole time in my training, all I hear is, Can't you see and walk, can't you eat without spilling, has a day ever passed by without you spilling anything, why do you have to play with water always, can't you just stop behaving like a kid, stop playing with that pen/pencil/scissors/marker or whatever it is in my hand, why don't you do something instead of wasting your time here in front of the pc (please note- they didn't have one.. :P ) , why, in world, are you talking so loudly, and trust me, the list can go on and on..
Does this sound familiar ?? Probably your mother or some aunt must have nagged like this sometime, but here, my beloved friends do that. (No offence hearties.. :P ) I truly felt like 2 nannas (male nannies, couldn't remember the apt word.. >:O ) are with me the whole time. And baring this, I was even sometimes pampered like a kid, no doubt about that. But those 'sometimes' were very very few. And one of them had a knack of irritating me whenever it suited him. I just had no antidote, until the other one gave me a jackpot. To divert him from whatever he's doing, all that was needed to do was sing "Naina" from Khoobsurat. An inside joke, but hell, it always worked.. :D
I am not complaining about anything. I enjoy the time there, sans the travelling time.. >:O; I enjoy having that exceptional luncheon, I enjoy waiting in AC and doing little bit of designing and literature survey while those two sweat in the process house. It's a good time except the constant nagging. This article is just to say that there are people who have their own ways of behaving with the world, and you should let them be, as they let you.. ;) :P I can't say much about anything else like the industry, or its working or a few things more, but all I would like to say, I had chosen a better fate than most others (Except on one day when I had to suffer alone in that cabin of extreme boredom ). But that's fine. I love them both a lot more than they do.. :p ^_^
On serious note, this vacation has taught me a lot, made me realise a lot. Apart from IPT, there has been a lot more going on. It soothes me and frightens me at the same time. It made me realise I can't just give up on anything or anyone. I have moulded everything around me it in such a way that I won't be the only one affected by the decisions I make. And the year that lies ahead of me now is going to ask me to make a lot of choices, a lot of decisions. I want to face them, and at the same time I want to avoid it. But what I won't deny is, I am yearning for my college to reopen. This year we will be seeing it as the bosses around, the final yearites, and I am a hell excited.. :P
I had to write a lot more in this article, but I guess all that will have to wait. Gotta rush, will keep you posted on what happens as and when I can. Till then, keep on sending the love, suggestions, queries and criticisms on sharayuchaudhari@gmail.com. Anything you wish to share just mail it to me. You won't be judged ;)
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